I've been daydreaming a bit today. I've been watching music videos. Not because I like the songs exactly, but because certain music videos make you drift into reveries. I would love to make my own movies. I think, and it seems like my body has actually made this decision already, that I just have got to get myself a video camera. I don't want to talk and act and sing or whatever else. I just want to be. And I want to put all these moments of being into one long feeling of being with a song over the top that reflects what my being is. Because not only will I then have made a movie of a moment in which I was thinking and feeling something memorable, but I can put in these moments, and force to watch these moments, people that I want to remember. Yes. That's definitely what I need to do.